Its so unavoidable. Its just like a threat. Something that tests the foundations of our relationship. We know that we’re strong. Even as the tornado that is jealousy tries to destroy us. We hold strong. But everytime I see those people who once stole your affections from me, who hindered us, who…
Right now, and pretty much every other time I get jealous, I feel weak. I feel vulnerable and fragile. Like anything in the world could upset me, it wouldn’t even matter how good or bad it was. If it made me doubt, it would cause me to be upset even more. I start letting everything get to me….
Let’s switch roles this time.
This time, I’ll be the one to hurt you, make sure I lose connections with you and have you cry at night. I won’t be the one in pain, i won’t be the one losing sleep, and ultimately, I won’t be the one to get hurt anymore. Let’s see how much of this you can take because when you did it to me, I took so much of it. You don’t realize how much it hurts till you experience it.
(Source: euniceepark)
It’s ok to remember the good times you had together and keep the memory of them in your heart, but you have to move on. You broke up for a reason. This guy is not the one you are suppose to be with or you would still be together. Every time you start to think about some great time you had together…
I’m tired of people lying to me just to make me happy. Just tell me the fucking truth.
(Source: wuzguccidoe)
If you really love your girl,
If you really love your girl, you don’t let her go to sleep mad, or upset at you. You don’t let her cry herself to sleep because you know deep down inside, that’ll be hurting you twice as much as it’s hurting her. You don’t leave her hanging, you hang in there for her no matter how hard times get.
(Source: jethrothoughts)
It rips me apart. It hurts when we dont talk. Especially at night, the pain starts to grow from within, like a million times deeper. All the questions I’ve been asking myself starts to pop up in my head and I have no idea how to give an explanation to any. There’s nothing I can do except drowning…
About me
artistic. mysterious. witty. happy go lucky. stubborn. loving edward john mendoza.
